the circus ripoff

So the international all star circus made its way to Alaska, YAY right...
well for 20 bucks (plus Ticketmaster's, take it in the ass, convince charges) for an adult and 11 per child (+ some more take it in the ass charges) I was hopeing for a rocking ass show. the website talked about motorcycle tightrope, effing AWESOME, contortionists, jugglers, fun SHit...
well it was held at the UAF gym...thus the problems began

1. Low ceiling, thus no motorcycles, no flying trapeze
   
2. only room for one ring circus
3. 1 dollar per program, yes the program that talked about the motorcycle tightrope
   
4. 10 dollars for "authentic" light saber
5. 6 dollars for a cartoon shaped balloon
6. 2.50 for cold pretzels
7. and last but certainly not least...10 bucks for this

Yes, 10 dollars. For an underdeveloped Polaroid with a terrible excuse for a Dora.
This photo looks like it was taken in a smokey bar, stupid. Never again. I cant wait to get to the states so my children can experience a real circus. First order of business upon return to lower 48...Ringling Bros. Circus!!!

Babies, the Aftermath

I am i member of a social group for mothers, cafemom to be exact. I am involved in a group call work it out sexy mama. in this group there is a spring challenge where we are all broken up into groups of 4. Each pound lost is worth 1 point and each inch lost is also wotrh 1 point, there is a challenge to be completed each week that is worth 5 points. I tell you this because i want to tell you this...Which ever group has the most points wins this challenge, i dont know what we win, but i want to win it!!! This group is so motivateing. but there are some women that are so insecure about theyre strechmarks that They are not going to their highest potential. Me no likie. so i said this(and i truely believe it)

"My theory is, I worked very hard to make these babies.

At 19 I got pregnant with twins, And i delivered them at term vaginally. without an epidural. I freaking rock and i want the whole world to know :)

is that too concited? I am losing weight for me, to feel good, not to hide the aftermath of what my beautiful children did to my body. I love my strechmarks!!! (is that weird?)

I think we all have reasons to feel like superwoman, If you have a baby You are Awesome. ROCK IT"

Do you have any hang ups that hold you back? How can you change your ideas to make you better?

Worst haircut ever AHHHH

so. I got this wild hair up my ass and cut my hair. bad idea...
i hate it.
There was a girl next to me getting her hair cut OFF she lost 7 inches, on purpose. I was thinking "i really miss my short hair, but i am not going to cut it OFF because i know it will just make me cry" So she finishes with me and I guess i had a momentarily lapse of judgment, and said
"you know what, Just cut it off"
my stylist says "you are going to hate it" and
"just do it, cut it to here"I say
as i point to the bone at the bottom of my cervical spine (6th or 7th vertebra i am not sure). so she does it and guess what?!?!?!
I HATE IT

I am trying different things and it is just not working. Just be glad i didn't post the one with it scrunched...that was AWFUL

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