SUCCESS

So i was sitting on my porch this morning and i had a thought...and this is basically how it went in my head
mm coffee...cigarette...balcony...balcony of success [silent gasp]. Kandi brainstorm ensues...

Think about that for a minute. if you are on the balcony of success, you have a choice to make...you can either jump or you can go inside... what choice would you make? Essentially i have that choice to make. although i cant call what i am doing a success. but it is on the way. Yet i just want to jump. I cant stand the way i am treated, like i am second class. But if i can just stick it out for another year ill have enough experience to do this at another facility. I wont be piegon holed, ill be hiring material and i can work with kids...oh what to do what to do...